Friday, March 30, 2018

Review: Patriot Number One - American Dreams in Chinatown (by Lauren Hilgers)


My Rating: 5 stars

With the ongoing immigration debate in the U.S. as of late, this book that takes a deep dive into the Chinese immigrant community through the stories of several immigrants pursuing their version of the American dream is a timely one that I feel everyone should read.  Written by American journalist Lauren Hilgers, this a real-life, first-hand account of the Chinese immigrant experience through the story of Zhuang Liehong, a young man from the village of Wukan in China who finds himself seeking asylum in the United States in order to escape political persecution back home.  Using the pseudonym “patriot number one,” Zhuang had organized protests and wrote letters exposing the corruption of local government officials who had requisitioned land belonging to the village and sold it to developers for profit, all without approval or consent of those who owned and/or lived on the land (a “practice” that still goes on quite frequently in China and Hong Kong currently).  Despite his boundless enthusiasm and love for his village, the place where he grew up and where he hoped to raise his son, Zhuang came to understand that he was fighting an uphill battle and in 2014, he and his wife Little Yan decided to leave China for New York, eventually settling in Flushing, amongst a larger community of Chinese immigrants.  From there, we follow Zhuang and Little Yan on their journey as they attempt to carve out a new life for themselves in a country where they not only didn’t know the language, they also had little in the way of friends and/or acquaintances to guide them (the author Hilgers was the only “friend” they knew in the U.S.).  The challenge to survive was an everyday reality for this couple, as they fought to get their asylum case approved so that they could reunite with their infant son, whom they were forced to leave behind in China.  In addition to Zhuang and Little Yan’s story, Hilgers also paralleled the stories of a few other Chinese immigrants – Karen, a young woman Little Yan meets at night school who is trying to build a new life for herself after being sent to study in the U.S., and Tang Yuanjun, a former leader of the Tiananmen Square protests who survived his fair share of imprisonment and abuse in China and upon settling in the U.S., decides to devote his life to helping fellow immigrants who, like Zhuang, continue to fight for justice and change in their home towns.

I first read about this book in Book Page and was immediately drawn to it because of my own background as a Chinese immigrant.  Of course, having immigrated to the U.S. as a small child, my experiences were very different from Zhuang and Little Yan’s, but being so connected to the Chinese community (both locally as well as back in the place of my birth – Hong Kong) most of my life, there were many elements of their story (as well as the stories of Karen, Tang Yuanjun, and others described in the book) that I knew I would be familiar with and be able to relate to.  The other reason I was drawn to this book was because of my own family dynamics – my brother’s wife is from China, also from a village in the more rural areas, and even though it has been 10 years since she immigrated here and since then, she has overcome many of the struggles she herself had faced, balancing life as an immigrant continues to be a challenge due to the extended family she has both here as well as back in China.  Though the circumstances of my family members’ stories were vastly different than those described in the book (for example – my family immigrated here the traditional way due to wanting a better life for themselves and future generations rather than needing to escape political persecution), many of the experiences once here were similar.   

The struggles of working class immigrants are very real and while I don’t fault those who paint all immigrants with a broad brush or who dismiss immigrants’ struggles as less important and somehow “legitimate” because they are viewed as “imposing” themselves on another country, it is hard for me to share these same sentiments knowing as deeply as I do the “price” behind those struggles.  I understand what it means to leave behind family – parents, siblings, in the case of Zhuang and Little Yan, their infant son – and travel to a place that is completely foreign to you, a place that you’ve only read or heard grand stories about, a place where you don’t know the language and barely know anyone and where the question of survival is constantly on your mind.  Having to work through bureaucratic red tape in efforts to do things “the right way” while figuring out a means to survive financially without becoming a burden to others, not knowing how long the “wait” will be yet wanting to be useful and contributing to society, learning English and going beyond that to gain new skills and knowledge in the hopes of bettering one’s position in the future, the constant worrying that perhaps all this hard work is in vain and the toll it takes physically / mentally / emotionally, having to deal with racism and discrimination in all its different forms while trying to understand why one’s facial features or the color of one’s skin should matter so much – these are but just a few of the struggles, all experienced at one point or another by the real people described in this book, struggles that many of my family members are also all too familiar with.  The struggles, the hardships, the stress of trying to survive, sometimes it is hard not to become disillusioned and disheartened, yet many are willing to endure because compared to what they face in their home countries, this is but a small price to pay in exchange for the freedom that so many of us take for granted.  Some of the situations described in the book may seem unfathomable to some people, maybe even “far-fetched” and “unbelievable” that things like that could happen, especially in this day and age, but yet so much of what occurred was indeed authentically recounted -- this I’m sure because I also follow what goes on in those parts of Asia (China and Hong Kong especially) and so I was already familiar with much of the narrative’s backstory.  In fact, I was actually surprised (in a good way) to see some of the real-life news stories from that part of the world (such as the 2015 Hong Kong bookseller disappearances for example) mentioned in this book -- this was something I wasn’t expecting but am very appreciative of because of the awareness that it brings, which hopefully leads to much needed understanding on a deeper level…a necessity given the current world we live in.

I have so many thoughts about this book and to be honest, for this review, I didn’t even include half of the notes I had written down.  To me, this is a book that is hard to do justice with a review because there is just too much worthy of discussion in here.  The author Lauren Hilgers is obviously a talented writer and also a compelling storyteller -- there were a few times throughout the book where I actually had to remind myself that I was reading a work of nonfiction rather than a fiction novel and that everyone mentioned in the book – Zhuang, Little Yan, Karen, Tang Yuanjun, etc. – are all real people.  As mentioned earlier, this is a story that I absolutely felt a personal connection to and in fact would have liked to see an update of sorts in the author’s note on how each person is doing currently, since a year has passed since the last occurrences described in the book.   Also, since Zhuang’s story was about his escape from political persecution in his home country and his efforts to rebuild his life as an asylee in the U.S., it was inevitable that there would be some parts of the narrative related to politics in the book, which is something I tend to stay away from if I can help it.  Luckily, Hilgers dealt with the politics piece in a way that wasn’t heavy-handed – in fact, it was more a “side story” in the book, incorporated primarily as background to understanding Zhuang’s story, which I definitely appreciated. 

With all this said, I feel that this review merely skims the surface and really doesn’t justify how important and necessary a book like this is, especially right now, in our current situation.  This is a timely read and one that I absolutely recommend for its honest, authentic portrayal of the Chinese immigrant experience.

Received ARC from Crown Publishing via Penguin First-to-Read program.

Friday, March 23, 2018

Review: The Family Next Door (by Sally Hepworth)


My Rating:  3.5 stars

This was a quick, entertaining read that kept me engaged throughout in wanting to find out the various secrets that each of the families were trying to hide.  The story was told from the perspective of each of the 3 housewives – Essie, Ange, and Fran – as well as Essie’s mom Barbara and the new neighbor in town, Isabelle.   As the narrative alternated between these characters, we were given insight into the varying amounts of drama that went on amongst families behind closed doors and how people who may appear from the outside to lead “perfect” lives could, in reality, be falling apart inside.  Most of the characters were well-drawn and some were certainly more likable than others, but all of them I felt were realistically portrayed and relatable.  I especially liked the different aspects of motherhood that were portrayed and getting to see how each woman dealt with the issues that came up, how their respective backgrounds influenced their decisions and actions, how they interacted with their spouses and their children, etc. 

Overall, I would say that this was a good story with interesting characters and a few well-executed plot twists thrown in for good measure, though it’s a story that I’ve definitely seen/heard before, so from an originality standpoint, made it less memorable of a story for me.  I also wasn’t as emotionally invested as I thought I would be and even though the characters were well-written and relatable, I didn’t really connect with them – in fact, there were a few instances where I felt a bit detached, a few scenes where I felt like I should’ve had a more emotional reaction but didn’t.  There were also some parts that were a little too predictable, too neatly resolved, especially given some of the heavy subject matter -- it gave me the impression that this was perhaps supposed to be a “feel-good” read that maybe wasn’t meant to be taken too seriously.  And yes, as other reviewers pointed out, there was definitely a “soap opera” feel to this one, which is perfectly fine of course, just not really my sort of thing.  The writing was solid though and the flow was smooth, which made it easy for me to want to keep turning the pages to find out how all the issues would eventually get resolved.  Overall an enjoyable, engaging, entertaining read, one that I would absolutely still recommend, even if a bit too dramatic and predictable at times for my tastes. 

Received ARC from St. Martin’s Press via NetGalley


Friday, March 16, 2018

Review: Rosie Colored Glasses (by Brianna Wolfson)

My Rating: 5 stars

This was a sad story, but at the same time, it was a story so full of love!  It's not often that I come across a book where I love the characters so much, having to let them go in the end felt like a piece of my heart was being taken away as well.  I fell so hard for this beautiful, broken, flawed family.  I fell hard for Rosie – a free spirit who infused so much life and love into everyone and everything she encountered; who embraced everything around her with exuberance and vitality; who thrived on spontaneity, chaos, disorder; who had an endless capacity for love, for sharing it so naturally and willingly; who knew how to love her children wholeheartedly and unconditionally, yet did not know how to parent or how to be the mother they needed her to be; who, in the end, could not untangle herself from the depths of depression and opiate addiction.  I fell hard for Rex – a strict disciplinarian who lived a life full of rules, rules, and more rules; who couldn't stand disorder and chaos; who, through his formidable presence, always demanded that things be done his way; who was determined, fierce, strong, unwavering; who knew responsibility and how to parent his children "properly" and could be counted on to be there for them physically, yet did not know how to love them in the way they most needed to be loved.  I fell hard for 10-year-old Willow – a sensitive soul who felt everything so deeply, so completely; who had unruly hair and wobbly knees and wore the same outfit every single day;  who was socially awkward and kept to herself with her purple headphones, CD player, and word search book; who cared for and doted on her little brother as any responsible big sister would; who wholeheartedly embraced her mother's endless and unwavering love but hated her dad's rules and checklists and constant demand for order; who resembled her beloved mother so completely in mind and spirit but also unknowingly possessed her dad's fiery determination and strong will.  I fell hard for little 6-year-old Asher – the happy-go-lucky "baby" in the family who had blond hair and big blue eyes and whose innocence and always ready gap-toothed smile were enough to melt even the most hardened of hearts; who loved his mom and his dad and his big sister wholeheartedly, unconditionally, equally; who was easy to please and found happiness anywhere, everywhere; who was equally happy and content playing with his action figures as he was playing the occasional ball game with his dad or going on an all-out "adventure" with his mom and sister;  whose adowable lisp (which turned all his "r's" into "w's"), exuberance, and constant positive energy lit up every single page he was in, made me smile through the tears, and endeared him so irrevocably to my heart.

As I write this review, I am wiping tears from eyes because every time I think of this family, I feel an inexplicable sadness for what they had to go through, especially the children, but at the same time, I also feel warm and comforted with the way things turned out in the end.  Like Willow's piggy bank, my heart broke into five and a half pieces throughout the time I was reading this book and the tears rarely stopped flowing, but it was a price worth paying to get to spend some time with this family, these endearing characters who found their way into my heart and now have a permanent place there.  Through this wonderful story, I learned so many things, but most importantly, I learned that there are different ways to love -- to show love, to be loved -- that even after one too many missteps, after tragedy and heartache, there is  still a chance at redemption, as long as the heart is willing.

This was an emotional read for me, but well worth the effort!  In addition to the characters, I also loved the writing, which was simple, but yet lyrical in places and at times felt almost magical.  I didn't pick up on this until a few dozen pages in but there was actually an underlying cleverness to the way this story was written – for instance, the sections where the same sentence structure was used but certain words were changed to reflect a particular character's perspective yet at the same time, showing how it paralleled or contrasted with another character's perspective.  Yet this was used sparingly and blended so smoothly into the narrative that it did not affect the flow at all, at least not for me – in fact, I loved the subtlety of this approach!  In her Author's Note, we learn from the author Brianna Wolfson that, despite this being a work of fiction, it is semi-autobiographical in nature, with the character of Rosie based on her own free-spirited mother who also struggled with opiate addiction -- knowing this enhanced the reading experience for me, as it made the story feel so real.  This is an important story, a timely one given the current opiate crisis, a story I encourage everyone to experience for themselves...just have a box of tissues handy!

Received ARC from MIRA Books via Edelweiss

Sunday, March 11, 2018

Review: Sometimes I Lie (by Alice Feeney)



My Rating:  4.5 stars

Wow, what a ride!  This was one of the best psychological suspense/thrillers I have read to date, and also one with the most “twists and turns.”  This book was so hard to put down that I devoured it in two sittings, frantically turning pages in anticipation of finding out what was going to happen and then being surprised as each twist was bigger than the one before it.  The ending left me reeling and to be honest, even after reading the last few paragraphs a few times, I’m still not quite sure I “got” it – I don’t know if the author Alice Feeney intended to leave the ending up to interpretation or perhaps a follow-up is planned, but either way, the suspense level was definitely pushed to the max.  The entire story was unpredictable and just when I thought I had something figured out, the plot went in a different direction altogether – basically, the more I read, the more I didn’t know who or what I should believe, yet at no point did I feel frustrated with the direction the story went, which to me is an indication of the author’s skill and talent.  The title of this book, Sometimes I Lie, is absolutely fitting – in fact, I would say it’s the perfect title given everything that happened in the story.

If I were to choose one word to describe this book, I would absolutely choose the word “clever.”  The format of the book is cleverly laid out with chapters simply titled Now, Then, and Before – the author slowly reveals clues throughout the alternating chapters, then cleverly weaves each revelation in one chapter into the backstory in the next chapter.  Despite the seemingly complicated structure, the author made it look effortless, as the story flowed extremely well, though there were a few scenes involving one of the characters (Edward) that I thought were not all that necessary while there were a few other characters that I had hoped to learn more about.  Overall though, these small “gripes” were insignificant and did not affect how much I enjoyed this read. 

Almost all of the reviews on this book advise to go into this one knowing as little as possible, which I absolutely agree with – this is why I opted to write this review as vaguely as possible while still relaying my general feelings on what I had read.  I highly recommend this one and am sure that thriller fans especially will enjoy it!

After I finished the book, I immediately went online to research more on the author as well as the book.  Once again, I am completely blown away by the fact that this amazing work is actually the author’s debut novel and am equally floored to hear that some parts of the story were actually based on her personal experiences, which explains why so many of the scenes – especially the ones in the hospital – felt so real.  I also found out that the author has a second book coming out in January 2019 (for those who are thinking this is perhaps the “follow up” to this story, the author clarified in an interview that the story is completely unrelated but will be just as “dark and twisty”).  You can bet that I will be one of the first in line to get my hands on the second book when it comes out!!

Received ARC from Flatiron Books via NetGalley